Study period 040509

Just do finish my exam around 9am
Went to canteen , waited for eugenia
Around 93o We head up to 4th floor
Eugenia was doing her English Oral Exam ,
After that around 10min we went out to bukit merah central
Have our morning breakfast , i went to KFC ate the porridge .
Around 1045 Eugenia when to find johnny , i went home .
Actually I was going to interview the I-model but i was so tired .
I went to sleep , meet carilyn at bukit mearh mac & study
Around 11plus we accompany carilyn home than took cab home

300309 ~ 110409

Thinking of You , You , You
Ross , I LIKE YOU AS A FRIEND !
Meeting you , I really very happy
You will so gentle but than i dont know what happening
To our friendship , We stopped sms each other from
31march to 5April ,
Luckily Got One Guy I Just Knew In Msn /
We keep Sms each other at first i think he was quite ignoring
But when the 11 April We first meet each other
He came Redhill Mrt Meet me , We Both Head to Bugis
He Went Meeting With His Friend I Was Thinking That
I Look So EXTRRAA .... ZzzZZ



On the 14 April , We meet each other 3days ,
We got a crush to each other he treated me very well ,
Care for me but On the 200409 , we began to quarrel


only on the 250409 i meet him in the morning he was finish his work
he talk to me , but my attitude make him dislike ,
He angry he took cab home , around 5plus i headed to his hs
When he at his hs he very genlte and polite i like his behaviors
when he was at home but when he was slping his emotion all change to the other person ....zzz When he bath he actually want go bugis . cos i say i want go
But than i say i tired later than go , but i slp around 15 min
Than he had fall aslp , i wanted to wake him up but he suddenly angry
around 7plus i want go home , his brother tell him that i want go liao
than he dulan wake up change his shirt afterthat fetch me home
actually he wanted to bring me go eat , but he say he meeting with his friend go eat
maybe because he saw i having a bad mood so he go ,
260409
Came find him , i go kallang
he so fcuk up he dua me
than he say sorry he fall aslp
He look like a wood dont know how to treat girl well
Than i came find him again at geylang
talk awhile go his friend hs chit chat ,
afterthat actually he dont want go bugis but i keep insisting want to go
than we go bugis , we just head there ate kfc than he suddenly no mood
cos he thinking of his friend Zzz .He say he cant fetch me home
he want to walked alone , he wanted to silence for a while
than i sayi dont want go home i going arcade ,
than i just walked away , he mgs me and apologise to me
he called me , than we talked .
But this is the last day he treat me well .
From the 270409 until now 030409
He can dont mgs me , maybe he dont have any feeling for me
i wanted to ask him why , but i afraid . He book out on 30april
I know he was working but know what friday he told me he was very busy
But i dont know what he busying ? He can dont meet me or what
today 030509 i want to meet him , i called him
asking him wake up can meet me ,but i dont think he really like me
He just say i want slp lah , meet for , i dont want i want slp than he just
hang off my phone hais




Can you tell me ?
Do you really love me ?
Do you still had the heart for me ?

230309 , 240309 , 250309 & 290309

Fall a sleep , never go school .
Woke up 1plus , reply Ross sms than back to sleep
Around 4plus wake up . than reply Ross again
Than Sms him dont replied what the fcuk .
Meet Lyan at Redhill Mrt , Took 64 to plazasing
Than we play Drum , so fun !
Than around 10plus go home .
Lyan go Bardell meet her friend
At home i feel like sms Ross .
But he still dont reply . WTH
I think he still sleeping like a pig lol .
What should i do ! I cant sleep ?
My mom say I can become god already . LOL
Because I was like no eat & sleep LOL
HAHAAS ! SIAN
ROSS REPLIED ME FASTER CAN !

240309
Never Sleep , Meet Liy at Redhill Market
Actually wanted to go school , but in the end never go.
Liy and I never go school just slack around .
Go poly clinic so long i waited like 3hr ++++
dammit LOL , Ahpui came than Elline Report Sick
We slack at Library than around 2plus go home
Sms Ross didnt Replied , waited for his Reply .
So sian , no one jio me out i feel like going out lorh .
Hais ...boring

250309
Never go to school again ,
I was like half dead ,
Sleep still 1130
Watch Movies , So bored
Feel like calling you .
But your fcuking phone lol =.=;
Hope , Wish !
You will be free eh .

Lyan I am Bored !
Wake up jio me out , slacked !

290309
Sad Sad Sad ,
Actually meeting him
but than he sick lol
i hope he will be okay .
didnt seen him for such a long time.
sms also never hais yesterday
wake up 9plus go bath and i head to bedok
call xiaozhu bike me than he bring me to east coast park
than i find lyan ahpui nizam they all , xiaozhu left
starting was fun wit lyan suddenly spoil mood becos of the hot air balloon
ah pui fcuk dulan than i lend bicycle loitering around until 4plus
than head back to shelter went home online ruchin msn me
than ask me got go school i say dont know she say she late
so we together meet at henderson market eat afterthat
headed school , afterschool ran detention than with eugenia accompany her
buy thing than go home play com bath than slp , wake up like 1plus
than use com .....hais
I want go clubbin faster i cant wait any longer
9april faster ... !!

210309 ,220309

Woke up around 7plus meet Ross at 8plus
At bugis he bring me to swensen and treat me drink
Slack than he ask me take neoprint with him
I dont want than inside junction was quite cold
he took off his jacket and put it of my back .
I insisting return him , he say why i dont want to wear ?
Scare his jacket got poisons , I say no
around 10plus he accompany to Redhill
Than he took cab went to his friend house LOL
He told me he lose 100buck for bet soccer lol=.=;

I think i got a crush on him
*Woke up 1130 called Ross to wake up
Than meet at Bugis around 1pm ,
Was like nothing to do walk up and down
Slacking than he treat me watch movie than we watch
Street fighter the show and the cinema was totally fcuk up
Than around 4plus , we slack buy drink talk than around 5plus
He went off cause he was having a birthday parties !
so i went home returned my friend thing than
head to my Grandma house than i went home
Play computer , Lyan dearie Msn me asked me wanna go out with her
I said okay sure ! Than we met around 8plus than headed to vivo
I told Lyan about Ross , I said i dont know what to do !
She said just wait for him to reply you back .
Around 11pm Dearie and I went to Blk75
Having dinner , than ahpui came so we chat until 12plus than i went home !
I realize something that is !
I guess i was like fell in love with him .
He say why i called him darlink , Than i replied
Than why you called me sayang . He said that he like me
I was stun , but i dont really trust.
I said Really ? than he said he dont know maybe
Got abit feeling but we very difficult to be together.
It because Our distance Redhill & Bedok so i dont know what to reply
I just replied , " I dont think it far " "I everyday free but
i dont know you free anot " than he didnt replied me
I was totally a nut lol .I cant be so patient .
Cause i wanted him to reply me fast , who know he 12plus than mgs me
Said " Sorry no batt , Am i sleeping ? "
And told me sleep early tmr got school .
LOL He didnt even replied me a question . so lol =.=;
3plus Ross online we chat our convesation .
We was thinking weather we like each other anot .
Cause We live fast and recently he busy so he afraid no time
Accompany me. And i dont know what i should do !
He bet soccer again lol .He left home like 5plus than we stop msn !
Cameron Baobei called me wake up so fast lol . only 548am
Than now he hang out . My Throat feel painful .
Goodnight Ross <3

200309

Meet with liy , we went to swimming complex
Around 8plus ,We went to change our clothes ,
Ross mgs me , So we sms to eachother all the way
Liy asked me weather,
i can follow her to her friend birthday parties.
The place was at Raffle Place Hotel , It a High class place .
At there We played card , king game & dancing.
Liy & I went out to the roof , smoked .
Sms with Ross until halfway , batt empty than sian ji bua .
Stayed there around morning 11am than I go off le .

Our Fate St.James 190309

Meet Akl , Ahbin & Ahpui
At blk 75 , talking .
Than went home around 1030pm quarrel with Akl
Called XiaoZhu call me talk , than around 11pm
11pm Cameron talked to me , he make me miss one place.
I went to Mrt took train , than stupid Cameron
He talked to me , than make me go until Raffle place
LOL than I head back to Outram Mrt , I stopped there
And took cab to St Jame Power House ,
I bought a guest list ticket .
I went in, dancing halfway one of a group was like fighting.
I was so bad luck , cause my slipper dropped in a hole .
I went in to get my slipper .
Than i saw Ross , He pulled me up and blink at me with a smile .
He hold my hand , and ask me want to get some drink .
I said 'anything' He hold my hand all the way to the stall there,
While we was drinking , He asked me my number , I gave .
And we share a drink , he ask me go dance first,
Ross & His friend went to smoked . I didnt follow
Met Calvin & Jun yuan , chat with them , After that
i went to dance ,Awhile later
ross mgs me ask me where am i ,
than he come find me
After that we dance together . Club ended around 2plus .
Than I went Off , Headed to Bukit Merah , Have some dinner
Ross & I was sms to each other ,
I replied halfway batt empty -.-
Around 6plus i went home

180309

Meet AKL & his brother
at Redhill Mrt to Chinese Garden
We headed to Swimming complex
Saw Andrew , Jackson , Ahbee , Calvin & BingQuan
They went out to Swimming Complex.
Akl , Her Brother and I
Went to Swim around 8plus
Than I went find HongJun , Bernard they all
At Jurong west 492
They played basketball
After that chat
Than around 11plus
I went home
Hongjun called me Than i called Qixuan
Conference Chat,3am
Than kup liao